Letting him go..

PROMISE

Ang nag-iisang salita na kinaiinisan ko. I HATE that word actually, and i condemn the person who made a promise pero 'di naman tinupad. Talagang pinatunayan niya sa'kin that promises are made to be broken. And when it comes to trusting other people, you should be very careful about it.

It's been about three years or so since i last saw him. Since he made that stupid promise. That if i can wait for him, babalik siya. Two months lang naman daw ang palilipasin ko. So stupid of me to believe and trust his word. Two months became three years and here i am - still waiting for him. Crying over his picture. Missing him so much that it hurts. I even kept the tissue he gave when he took me out on my 17th birthday! Little did i know, wala na pala akong hinihintay! Wala na pa lang babalik!

To make things worst, I saw him! I freaking saw him 3 days ago at the Mall - with someone else in his arms! And with one turn of his head, he saw me. I looked straight into his eyes! And I was so stunned I couldn't move! You know what he did? He waved, came over and introduced his pregnant girlfriend! And that if I had the time, if i was free, I'm invited to their wedding this July! WTF! I was so shocked, i couldn't say a word! I just turned and walked away.

I know I was a bit rude but walking away was much better, much easier than slapping him in the face right there! I did the right thing naman di'ba? If you were in my shoes, anong ginawa mo? Just pretend and say hello and congratulations? Tell them that you'll try to come even if inside you your hurting? Or would you have confronted him? Asked why he never came back? Why he made that promise?

My mind's full of questions only he can answer. I can't even think straight. What if i went to see him after two months? What if i put effort and all my right connections so that i can see him while he was training for two months? What do you think? Kung ginawa ko ba yun, would it make any difference?

Nakalagay nga sa blog ni BearBoyle.com ang picture na ito

(June 4, 20011)

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A Summer Well Spent!

  YES! Sa wakas hindi na ako Sangguniang Kabataan Official! Wala ng problema! Balik na ako sa dati kong buhay! I'm going back to school without thinking na may committee meeting ako at 3 o' clock in the afternoon. Pero bigla kong naisip, now that i'm back being an ordinary youth, anong gagawin ko this Summer? And so i thought my Summer was going to be lame. But boy, was i wrong! There's AIM High Kabataan and of course, Summerkadahan 2011!

   AIM High Kabataan - naks! Ano 'to? Pagka-graduate bilang SK, AHK Official na naman ako? Ayos ah! Hehe! But wait, being an AHK is a lot harder than being a member of the SK Council. Sa AHK kasi, you have to work, to give services to the people without expecting for something in return. Hindi katulad sa SK na kahit hindi ka magtrabaho, meron ka paring makukuhang honorarium every 15 days. Sa AHK, mula sa pamasahe hanggang sa pagtulong, you have to do it willingly and with all your heart. Yung hindi ka napipilitan. Kusa mong ibibigay sa mga tao ang serbisyo mo..

   So ano bang ginawa mo this Summer? Kami? Umakyat lang naman kami ng bundok!

Here's a picture of us celebrating the World Water Day at Mount Balakayo, Barangay Olympog, General Santos City.

(From left to right) Richelle De Dios , Mark Esber, Lou Bernadette Dulay, Precious Pia Abatayo & Marianne Kathleen Dayap - all are AIM High Kabataan Core Group Member

AHK Volunteers unloading the seedlings

Erwin Bernales planting one of the seedlings

Marty Angelo Reyes - AHK Core Member

To know more about this activity, visit http://aimhighkabataan.blogspot.com/2011/03/ahk-world-water-day-mt-blakayo.html

    Binigyang buhay ang "Read A Book" Project ng ating butihinh Mayor na si Honorable Darlene Antonino-Custodio at naging speaker/facilitator sa Anti-Drug Seminar ng Summerkadahan.

Pictures of the AHK Volunteers for the Read A Book Project of Hon. Mayor Darlene Antonino-Custodio during every City Hall sa Barangay

 Teodoro Villaruz of Barangay Ligaya, reading a story to the young crowd of Barangay Fatima

At Barangay Lagao, General Santos City

Arlene Jane Quiapo giving Arozcaldo for the kids.

Summerkadahan 2011 Anti-Drug Seminar for the players of the different Barangays' in General Santos City

For a full article about the Summerkadahan 2011, visit http://aimhighkabataan.blogspot.com/2011/04/summerkadahan-2011-kicked-off-with-ahk.html

   Masasabi mong mahirap, pero yung fulfillment na makukuha mo, yung camaraderie sa mga kasamahan mo, and also the bond between you and the people around you, hinding-hindi mababayaran.. Kaya for me, my Summer is well spent!

Ikaw? Anong ginawa mo this Summer?

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